I Want You But I Can't Have You (03.07.08)

I can’t stand
To sleep alone
But I can’t stand
To have you
Warming my sheets either

I want your love
But I can’t
Have it;
I’m too corrupted
To enjoy you
So live
Your life alone

It’s too hot
Having you
Next to me
But when you
Aren’t there
The nights are
Colder and longer

I’m burning up inside
With the thought
Of your embrace
Which turns so cold
Every time
I remember
I want you but
Can’t have you

I can still
Taste you
On my lips
Once the taste
Was so sweet
But now
It’s too sour
To savour

Left here
All alone
My heart
Stops beating
Everytime
I am reminded
Of you

You’re a piece
Of a puzzle
That’s supposed to fit,
Making me whole
But it doesn’t
Want to join up

It’s too painful
To try to
Remember
That we were
Once together
Long ago
My heart
Was shattered
When you left

As I am
Lying in bed
Thinking about you
I realise
I still want you
But I can
Never have you